Realizing...

I’m Growing up and it’s kind of makes me sad because I wish I could stay a teen and child a little while longer...

Growing up seems like I can do things on my own.. making my decisions and making my plans... Now I have to learn how to not use all of my moneys.. and keep track of my schedule... I’m proud of myself and realizing that things on my own...

I’m doing things on my own and now knowing that I can do it makes me feel accomplished with my mission of being adult, But I do still need help and that’s okay because I’m growing up and realizing that all adults do need help sometimes..

Asking for help is a big ass deal for me because I never ever ask for help even though I do need help..

Realizing that I’m making my mom proud and making her see that I’m growing up is making her sad because she wants me to be her little girl still.. But She knows that I’m not little anymore and she realizing that her little girl is growing up and making her dream come true..

God sees that I’m growing up and I’m glad that I can look up in the sky and see that my grandma, my pop-pop (grandpa’s) and my cousin is watching me and seeing that I’m making them proud and growing up into the girl that they love...

So.. you see that growing up is not so bad after all... And realizing that you can do anything u put your mind too.. Make your dreams come true...

#autistic life #dream do come true #growing up #Making myself proud #Making my mama proud