The Struggle of Dealing with the Pain..

The struggle of dealing with the pain has been hard… I’ve been taking it out on the people I really love and care about. I just wish I could try and deal with the pain some other way rather than taking it out on people I care about the most. But I've been through so much lately...

1. Trying to deal with the hurt and pain a different way 2. Letting my past go

3.Trying to talk to people i love and care about the most.

4. Trying not to cry or let it hurt so damn much (that’s the hardest one)

There’s so many ways of letting my past and pain stop hurting my mind.. But then it’s like I'm dealing with so much stress and pain already. It’s like I want it to stop but it won’t. I want to be relieved of this pain, stress, hurt and suffering all over again. I want to move forward with my life. 

I want to change for the better. I want to be happy all over again. I don't feel the pain or struggle to affect me all over again. I just want to be happy and grateful for everything I have but… its so so much.. 

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Then I’ll smile through all the pain and hurt and suffering. I will find my peace and my safe space. I will never look back on the past or hurt. 😊

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